I feel tired, I feel I won´t be happy unless I leave...


I want to go away from here, to be able to leave all the things I have and start my life all over again, to press the reset button.
I don´t know how to deal with life, I don´t know how to face my past, or escape from it.
I almost self injure the other day, I don´t even remember why I wanted to do it, it felt necessary, it calms me down, it makes me remember I´m breathing...
The idea of leaving is the only thing I keep in mind, I want to find something that makes a difference...